How I've Been Feeling
I have been struggling with suicidal thoughts and self harm, which the crisis team were absolutely horrible about and just asked what do I want. That wasn't easy for me to cope with of course but I have been a lot better now me and my boyfriend are okay.
I am still waiting for my medication review but I have news that I will be attending therapy to prepare me for more therapy (DBT) which sounds funny to have to prepare for therapy in my opinion.
I have been feeling pretty bored of not being able to be as active as normal as having my operation on my toes means I am not allowed to over do it until they heal properly which sucks so much. Hopefully they will be healed soon!
Overall I have been having a really tough time the last couple of weeks but I am hoping things are much brighter.